Mosk. Sometimes its not where you reside. but rather, the demons that reside inside.....you tearing every flesh of your being especially, in your late teens. I think what jaisee is trying to say is, life was completely hopeless in those days, so hopeless that we were constantly lotting our own deaths, sometimes even fantasizing about it..... We did this,,not because life itself was meaningless ,but because the concept of "being" seemed so meaningless. That, you could have had everything in the world, from money, to good health, and yet....your inner demons would persist to tear you inside, begging you to lift that knife......and slit your life Its just a phase though, most solid minded individuals grow out of it.---->>>usually this occurs at around 19 years old,,most solid minded cats recognize that life is a kinky bitch, either you fuck her in the ass, or you get fucked in the ass
It is a very scarry subject. Yes i think about dying and get scared about thinking of it. I am 29 years old and the 29 years has felt like a blur. I have come to the conclusion that i will go to my keeper, the lord jesus christ where i will be free of pain, fear and problems and i will be at peace, however the thing that does scare me is leaving my son behind and family behind. I would like to complete what God has put me on this earth to do before i do leave this earth. my advice to you is just live your life to the fullist and do what you feel you have been put on this earth to do.:smt052
I could not have put it any less eloquently or more accurately if someone paid me. Well said! That is quote worthy.
You shouldn't smoke every day man. You're in school. Since it's when you're high that you talk like diz.
I think about it regularly. I'm not suicidal, sick or elderly either. But I've seen a lot of people die. Both friends, family and strangers. One old man got a heart attack on the street, and died in my arms while we were waiting for help. After that I took a 3 day intensive first aid course arranged by the local red cross. (And every year I'll take a one day course to refresh the memory.) Several years later another old man got a heart attack- on the bus this time. Me and another passer-by did CPR on him. But he died later that day anyway *sigh* A doctor tried to make me feel better by telling me that CPR doesn't really help a lot on old people who have heart problems, simply because their heart is sick and weak. On young people after accidents, like near-drowning, it's supposed to be efficient though, cause their heart is healthy and strong. So I guess now I'm hoping for someone nearby to almost drown, so I can finally be a "hero". :smt043 Anyway, I'm not really worried about what happens in the moment of dyeing, or what happens after I'm dead. Maybe that will change as I get older, but at least that's how I feel now. I'm confident dying doesn't hurt, and death isn't something to be feared. I do fear having pains and being sick before I die though. If I have a choice I'd rather go quickly. Also, I hope it won't happen for several more years, preferably when I'm old, but at least not until my son is grown up.
yea i think about dying sometimes. but well since i know i'll go the better place, i'm fine with it. the only thing i would worry about is what if i dont have enough time to do all i have to in this life? but actually, God wont let me go from here before i'm done with everything. so i'll die in time, so thats ok. sometimes when i feel bad, i even feel like going away from the earth for ever...
I like how everyone assumes that they're going to Heaven/Paradise or wherever. The choicest real estate in the universe and you get automatic entry by virtue of asking a 2,000 year old dead carpenter into your heart or, more extremely, crashing a plane into a New York City skyscraper.
I believe in God. I'm not so sure about afterlife though. I don't at all take the bible literally. If there is an afterlife, awesome!!! :smt080 If there isn't one: who cares? If there's nothing, I'm not going to understand it, or feel it. So why would I fear it?:smt102
