I have plenty of material value but this house has shown me how worth material is. I feel that I expected more out of life.:smt011
That's the problem right there.
I went from being completely independent and working every single day and liking my life to moving in with old batshit crazy.
Everything fell apart after that. Everything. Fell. Apart. After. That.
Now, I'm back home with even more batshit insanity and no job opportunities. No one is hiring here. There's no openings for what I'm trained in.
It sucks so much donkey balls and I was so effin depressed I actually had to go on medication to deal with the problem.
Of course that was a goat fuck wrapped in a clusterfuck then dipped in chocolate as I ended up in the ER because of a serious reaction to the ridiculous medication they threw at me.
And why has it been so bloody rough?
Well, mostly because I'm back home with an aging demented and psychotic maternal unit.
But ALSO, because when I escaped phoenix, I had expectations about coming home.
Ha! Ha! Ha!
So, yeah.
2013 and been THE worst year on record since 2008.